I have a problem

Let me begin by saying how FREAKING HAPPY I am with this surgery. Back pain? Gone. Neck pain? Outta here. Shoulder pain? Conquered! Every symptom has been taken care of! So great.

With all of that said, there has to be something slightly less than perfect, right? Of course right.

I'll tell you what it is. I have nowhere to put my phone anymore when I'm without a pocket.

Don't even pretend to be surprised or shocked; every girl has kept their phone in their bra at one point or another. (anyone who says otherwise is telling gross falsehoods)


Now, don't get me wrong, I can still PUT my phone under my bra strap. The problem is now other people can SEE it. No matter how I put it in.

I understand this is not a new problem the world is faced with, but it's new to me! Heck, I once smuggled an entire camera into a concert between the girls. And could you tell it was there?? No. No, you could not.


I'm not complaining here, just at a bit of a loss. What do the rest of you do??


Also, it's a go for New York. Woot.

At least I wouldn't need a car

My heart is heavy and I don't know why.
I believe a change in scenery is necessary.

Now, whether that change is to an apartment in the Provo/Orem area or to New York, I am not sure.

Perhaps New York; I'm getting very tired of this bipolar Utah weather. Winter needs to be done and over with. No more snow!

I love how pretty and sparkly everything is just after it snows, but that never lasts. Soon it all turns gray and quite frankly it's depressing...

Now don't go jump down my throat, I know New York winters are terrible. Of this I am well aware, but at least it would be a different gray.


I want to leave the drama, people and basically everything behind and have a fresh start. Perhaps my decision has already been made.

This terrifies me.